I was so excited for Mexico...10 more days to go and I came down with some type of cold/virus thing. It fuckin blows...literally. Karma what have I done recently to deserve this. Is it because I have been secretly mad at Karly and I don't know why. I'm not really mad at her and I am trying to get over it. I just don't want to be sick in Mexico, cause that's a great way to show your ex how well you're doing...not!

Ugh maybe I'm over worked, colds are signs that your body is shutting down or needs a little more relaxation, well I didn't feel overwhelmed at least I didn't think so. Maybe my panic attacks would say otherwise. The fact that my anxiety started acting up again may be a sign that I am not as relaxed as I've thought I've been. I'm in grad school god dammit! No one is relaxed, and if they are well then they are flunking.

I've been drinking lots of fluids to try to get this cold out of me before Mexico...please no cold in Mexico. I'm taking extra vitamins and drinking lots of orange juice, room temperature because anything too cold hurts my throat. That is where I mostly feel sick is my throat. I am really hoping to not have strep throat... please no!

I was hoping to look my best at the wedding...maybe even get laid, and who comes walking in sicky mcsickster, ugh gross. Ok I'm gonna try to relax and get rid of this thing in 10 days.

10 Day Countdown to Mexico! 10 Day Cold Countdown!